Good Afternoon Beautiful Souls…

It is said that one only needs to reach out and ask and the answers will come.

In my time of reflection these last few weeks whilst recovering from, lets just call it the flu, it gave me plenty of insight as to who I Am and what makes me tick. As I studied what was happening to my body and through the teachings I have received I realised that until I accepted that I was/am strong enough to face my illness, that I didn’t have an illness (mind-control-manifest-health) that my body is just telling me information and I haven’t been paying attention.

You see, My body is amazing, it will tell me if it is unhappy with my environment by making me sick. My body has had enough of the up/down thoughts of my mind trying to control me that my awesome body just drops me in my tracks with something and I literally don’t get better until I’ve learnt the reason for the fall.

This last illness was required so that I could learn this truth about the power of my body and the lengths it will go too to protect me. This has happened my whole life with my asthma, If I was/am in an unhealthy environment for my lungs they will produce a pain in my chest and then anxiety follows very quickly. In the last year I have worked out how to circumvent an anxiety induced asthma attack however such was not the case as a child and so I spent many weeks in our local hospital growing up, I reflect now that my young body knew that was the safe environment for me and thus it put me there.

Now I know a little better to attract that which I need to manifest by way of positive thinking and of course action. I allow the feelings to manifest only so long as to ascertain their source then I need to act to fix the situation before I go into panic mode.

In realising these things about myself I am grateful for the experience. Yes it has been hard these school holidays being unwell however there are lessons to be learnt by all, not every school holidays will be filled with activities and that is ok.

Today, I awoke properly to my Spirit or my Higher Self and the strength within. All it took was soaking in our Full Moon light last night and waking with a deep feeling of needing to reconnect and I did. The reconnection happened when I was doing something that Dear Frances had done and shared about going out on a date with yourself and loving yourself as you would expect someone else to love you. Knowing that you are your partner, you are Love. So I did my makeup with a little extra loving care (ie more glitter) and dressed in my nice clothes I attended to the morning with a calm clarity I hadn’t felt in a while, although my mind was busy, my body feels like it is more balanced.

Feeling almost back to my previous physical strength is amazing but feeling that my Heart (Higher Self) is happy with the progress I made in the internal spiritual healing is the gold here. Find the Silver Lining in all things there is Gold within xxx

Today I have chosen to Honour the Moon with a card drawn from the Queen of the Moon Oracle deck and we have been guided to learn about Attraction… I am excited to read this as it is a new card for me and so here is our message for today…

Super Moon – Attraction

‘I can attract what I wish and repel what I do not’

You can be magnetic to others and attract the good things in life. You can repel what you no longer wish to attract. Be ready for opportunity. Avoid extremes that might cause negative imbalance in your body or mind. Think of connections greater than yourself.

A Super Moon is a full Moon that is the closest distance from Earth in its revolutions. It is also referred to as a ‘perigee’ Moon. The Super Moon looks huge in the sky and, being so close to the Earth, it influences the oceans more than usual, causing more extreme tides than are normal.

These changes in gravity and force are certainly noticeable, and for most people who follow the cycles of the Moon and do magical workings aligned with them it is the energy of the Super Moons that is most important. If a normal full Moon gives us an opportunity to have rocket power under our intentions, a Super Moon greatly magnifies this energy into a Supernova.

If we are growing we all want to attract experiences into our lives. This can be positive relationships, a lifestyle that suits us better, clarity, love, prosperity, creativity… The list goes on.

Equally, we also perhaps wish to be able to repel the experiences we don’t want. It is important, then, to not just know what we want, but to be able to recognise what we don’t!

Attraction isn’t just about what we accept, but also how we discern. Blindly attracting everything we think of into our lives rarely makes us happy, but being focused about it does.

This card also suggests that we think globally and for the ‘whole’. If you are making intentions on the Super Moon, include one for the plant.

Blessings of Love and Light to all.

Ali-Nishka

18th of July 2019

Good Morning Beautiful Souls…

I have to pause and congratulate myself for actually finding the strength within to put aside the events of the past to be present to draw out our message for today. Well Done Ali!

Ok now that the back patting is done lets explore today’s card together!

I will admit to feeling very low these last three weeks and to be brutally honest it wasn’t pleasant to be back in my depressive state. Being a creature of extremes I was bound to experience the offset of extreme spiritual happiness as this is how I learn balance. And even though I am conscious of the darkness that pours out of me during the dark times I am sadly unable to stop it. However that says to me that I need to learn something from the experience and that is what I decided to do these weeks gone by is too Be with my depression and examine it and accept it because it was very insistent that I pay attention to the un-balance within so that I may attend to re-balancing my Self.

It is almost like a humility pill, in that moment where one thinks they have it under control (almost blind to the fact we can’t control everything) and then bam the push and pull effect of balance comes to play, and there is only myself that can tune the scales and start afresh.

We are all going to experience this up/down, push/pull feeling as our Earth, our Mother rights herself. Then we have our Sun and of course all the Planets that also add their own energetic signature to the waves of the rebalancing happening on our beautiful planet. As I understand things as the Light reaches Gaia through our own spiritual development, the light exposes the dark hiding in the cracks and thus it becomes clear that as we bring in Light, either to ourselves or to the world collectively, there will be times when we must attend to the Dark that is exposed by facing it with Love, Compassion and Understanding… It is not for us to allow it to consume us else our Light Work is tainted or even forgotten and we go back to sitting on the fence, saying we are Light but are we embodying the Light?

This was very nearly what happened to me this time… In previous times bouts of depression have lasted months or more, energy sapping and soul crushing during the whole time and then I claw back to the Light and I tell you the relief is intense!

I have explained to some how it feels when one is helpless to stop the tirade bursting out, and yet unless one has actually experienced the crushing physical effects of depression with anxiety on top, it is quite common to be misunderstood. So because this time around I felt this was a deeply important personal lesson I kept it to myself. Well almost, however I wasn’t going to post anything online until my thoughts had settled and clarity returned.

On the 1st day of July I did attempt to write a story for the world and it was to be about what I’ve experienced, however, Spirit had a different view on this and I managed only one paragraph and that was a direct message to me to take action… So I paid closer attention and re-set and bam here I am 2 days later… Phew! The paragraph that I wrote was and is meant for more than just myself. All messages that come through me that need to be broadcast have a different feel to them, and so here is what I wrote on Monday just gone…

“There is nothing quite like the awareness one receives about oneself when living with illness and whilst its all well and good to be able to become ‘The Watcher’ there comes time when one needs to embody ‘The Warrior’…”

And So It Is, Let My Will Be Done, In The Highest of Good, For All Humanity,

So as you can read One is capable of many great things, even if that great thing is becoming aware of what it is that you need to survive by attending to your own soul’s development. We are capable of anything when we are balanced. Sometimes we need to be totally honest with ourselves that we are responsible for our own internal happiness. We do not need external ‘things’ or ‘people’ to fix our problems for they can not. Fixing things requires action and not just fence sitting talk and so I have reminded myself that like the Phoenix who refreshes and rebalances before rising stronger, wiser and more compassionate through the purification of the flames, that I can and so can You, Start afresh today in this moment, reborn and ready to fly!

Today’s reading is via our Earth Mother Gaia, oh how I cried when I sat at my altar and I had even started shuffling. I had welcomed in Spirit and felt a new presence, my Great Aunty Mary has joined me and my team. Dearest Aunty Mary crossed the veil just recently and I am honoured to have her with me now. My Mum also made her presence felt and then my Great Grandmother’s and my Grandfather’s presence was felt and gosh the feeling of Love I felt is still making me cry. 

I thanked all of my guests and then shuffled 4 times and the 4th card turned over to reveal a card that I haven’t seen yet and a message that I still haven’t read (I will read it as I type it for us all). This card is so spot on with what I have just been through and all I have read is the title which is… Purification (Fire)

And here is the message from the booklet…

Purification (Fire)

Bare Essentials, The Naked Truth, Wholeness

What is it that your heart truly desires? What do you perceive is missing in your life?

In order to find the answers you must look inside your heart. You already know this but have been reluctant to look because a part of you fears what your heart is trying to tell you.

The only way forward is to face your fear. Something in your life is not working out as you would have liked and it’s not going to get any better unless you have the courage to face it.

Close your eyes and relax. Imagine a beautiful flame, warming your heart and soul. Feel its purifying and healing light burning away your fears and doubts, healing your body and mind and clearing away all obstacles either imagined or real. Feel your heart centre as an endless space full of only love and light. Feel the peace. You are safe in this eternal space of light.

Now, what is your heart saying? When it brings a tear to your eye you will know that it is your truth. Your soul will guide you towards happiness; all you need to do is follow. Trust!

~~~Affirmation~~~

I listen to my heart and follow its guidance
I deserve to be happy
I have the power to create my reality
I trust that all will work out well
My life is clear of obstacles

I would like to thank all of you for your love and support. Knowing that I am guided by spirit and loved by many is what keeps me going. Knowing that I have faced the darkness many times and I am still here to share my story gives me the confidence to keep going with my mission to be my true self, that soul who lives to bring the light into as many dark places as I humanly can.

Blessings of Love and Light from Me to You xxx

Ali-Nishka

3rd of July 2019